a certain type of ppl that i dun like.

is my style of speech terrible? when my voice reaches u, do u wish that u could shut ur ears and keep out the nonsense that im spouting?

are my ideas, opinions, often different from what most think, to such extent it seems like im disagreeing simply becos it's a different from others?

from wad i can recall, so far i met 2 ppl who are like as i mentioned above, and i seriously wish they can stop spitting shit out of their mouth. total nonsense sia. cannot stand listening. its like i will minus 200hp per sec if i hear their crap, more painful than sitting/standing beside some1 in the congested mrt with a terrible bo strong reiatsu.

but for some reason, the things they say, sounds like things i would say.

hmmmm

do i hate the things they say cos we are similar? or is it becos the things they say are really shitz? and do i also spew out such nonsense as well?

i hope not.

well at least i dun think that everything in the world is a conspiracy lol.

baka testo anime vs novel

Im nt sure if thats the actual cause, but if this is why i got my headache for 2 days, i wun be surprised.
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Before reading the novel, my impression of baka testo was that it is quite a funny series. Tho the summoner test war thingy was quite lame. The fights were decided by purely the power level. So like a being with 90 will lose to one with power 100, its nt even a close fight. There is no involvement of techniques, strategies to influence and affect the fights. However i let the fact it had such a crappy fighting system pass, cos the comedy was very entertaining haha. Not forgeting Hideyoshi haha. SheHe alone was enuff a reason to watch baka test =D


Anyway after reading most of baka testo vol 1, I realise the anime is basically fillers. Or it could be that the anime studio took materials frm beyond vol 1 and animate them instead. cos after 10 epi, they dun even cover 5 chp of vol 1.


den suddenly in ep 11, they rush thru 2 summoning wars. Like in the case of umineko, they simply summarise the fight, leave out all the little little epic moments of each characters. Alot, of such moments.


the fighting between summoned beings was also nt some simple power level vs power level affair. The beings can exhibit skills and abilities. Dodge attacks and stuff.


In the novel, they showed why Yuuji was called a genius frm his foresight, tactical intelligence, ability to think on his feets, and stuff. And not like wads shown on the anime, to be able to score well for exam if he actually wants to, thats like depicting a totally different thing.


However i also feel that, becos after reading the source material, i am unable to form an unbiased judgement cos i am pro-source material. hardly, if nt nvr had i enjoyed an adaptation more than the original. I think if i didn read vol 1, i might still enjoy ep 11, or at least have no complains.

Lighting Thief Review and my general thoughts about movie.

"People say its nice."

Xuan Zhi says its not very nice. The action scenes, okay~ They were done pretty neat, tho no 1337 fighting/kungfu skillz shown, jus simple, exciting, action scenes done well. Well except that in times it didn make sense. Like how the water guy, owned the girl who lived her whole life in the 'wadeva camp' training n training, without training. Oh cos he touched the water? Ok i buy that.

Plot? The world is in danger, and it needs to be saved. And it was saved. Ok to be honest it was presented in a enjoyable way. But when u start to take a closer look, hmmm. First why are they training to fight with swords and bows? Wun guns work fine? So only the magical swords and bows work against the mythical creatures? Well not like they explained it but wadeva, i buy that too. But why are they training in the first place? Preparing for Ragnarok? Oh wait, thats a different mythology... Wadeva, training, yes training, defend against danger frm unexpected mythical creatures.

Zeus set a deadline, for the thief to return the bolt, or else there shall be war. ppl think its the water boy who stole the bolt.

What makes ppl think its the water boy? Who is responsible?

And so i tot this movie is gonna be about the water boy leveling up experience and his tough journey to Mount Olympus, fighting all sorts of nonsense in his trip, den fighting the final boss and end of story. But no, he dun even need to level up.

So he is in danger. Take him to the camp, and train him. He receives no training, and was thrown into a practice fight, grp fight summore. He altho faces some difficulties, but eventually owned one of the better fighters ard, without training.

How is that possible? Why?

Neways the movie tried to be smart, the plot didn advance as i tot it will. He decide to chu stunt. He want to rescue his mom frm hades, instead of looking for zeus to convince him to not start a war. He thinks that nice guy hades will let his mom go when he realise he gt the wrong guy.

Neways he decide to leave ultimately. And we saw no efforts made to bring him back.

It was said that, hades will jus kill the water boy and his mom even if he realise he was mistaken. And with the SUSPECT dead, and with no clues of where the bolt is, isnt the war all but certain?

So they all jus relac. He followed his instinct and everything will solve by themselves.

Neways, how the hell did zeus lose his bolt anyway?

Den the lighting thief, damn heng ah. He didn even look for the water to deliver the bolt to hades. The water boy came by himself.

He didn even deliberately frame the water boy so that he will eventually come to the camp. And didn deliberately tip hades that the boy have the bolt. So that Hades will kidnap his mother to exchange for the bolt. So that water boy will try to find a way to the underworld, which eventually lead to the waterboy coming to find the lightning thief himself. It all happened coincidentally.

Not like the lighting thief had any 1337 skillz cept a pair of flying boots. And with that he stole zeus' bolt...

Ok his adventure to collect the 3 jewels was quite interesting. Tho the action scenes... hmmm simple but enjoyable.

Hades kena owned by his wife with the bolt. And the water boy can parry away lightning bolts frm the lighting thief. Hmm i guess this shows the difference in ability? I wonder wad training he did which made him so skillful.

2 mins to travel that huge distance. I guess time must move real slow in Olympus. Seriously, cant they say he gt 20mins more?

And peace is ensured. He returns to the camp, to train to fight, for wad? So he can protect himself frm random mythical creatures. Hey since when he needed training? At the most jus carry a water jerry can or something.

I think im complaining too much. But i know im nt blindly biased against movies cos there are movies that i enjoy so much i brought the dvds to support whoever responsible for producing it. Its not like i only watch anime and deny movies -.-

The problem with movies is that its so short, there is limited time to squeeze alot of things inside. No time for leveling up, no time for development of relationship, no time for fillers, no time for anything. Only gt time for summary.

I guess the only thing i can say is, without love it cannot be seen. I jus dun like watching movie in general, thats why i always find faults in movie and overlook the good parts. But i still recognise a good movie when i see one, or maybe jus my taste is different frm others =D.

Do u like forest gump? I do.

Gintama 53

Gintama being the anime king of comedy, i didn expect an episode like episode 53. It was very touching. I was eating my dinner at the market while watching this, but cos i finished my dinner in 10mins, the episode only halfway thru, but cos the episode was so.... * fail vocab, cant find a word to describe this thought *, so i didn pause and bring home watch, watching there instead.

Den so weird la, after watching the touching scene, den realise im still at the market. Luckily im nt some emo shit or else i cry at the market den will be really wtf lol. But it brought out feelings like at the last episode of chrono crusade, maybe at 30% of that. Btw, i forgot why The Girl Who Leap Through Time was touching or if its actually not and i jus recalled wrongly.

I liked the cool analogies the firefighters use with reference to their job, toking about fire, being the all-consuming terror which can turning anything, precious things, into ashes in an instant. All these ashes, of fallen comrades, people they were unable to save, are all piled upon the backs of firefighters, which they are responsible for.

Wonderful episode.

Thoughts on Umineko no Naku Koro Ni Episode 2 ( VISUAL NOVEL ) *SPOILERS*

Yes indeed the novel is 10000% better than the anime.

• The motives of Battler
  
• the reasons for this "debate" with the witch
  
• the "give-aways" that encourage the possibility of denying the witch
• the admittance and addressing to the contraction of battler's argument

Especially the last 2 points i feel that the anime fail to bring up to the viewers. Often at times i feel like, wtf owned, hw to solve this crime. Or like abit weird, Battler jus childishly deny witches den the game wun end, and the witch happily continuing the game.

Well its nt like its solved in the VN, but at least its addressed. Its like why are we doing this?? Why must do extra sai gang? Den some1 give a reasonable explanation; although sai gang that dun belong to us nvr makes sense, after that every1 will sux thumb and continue. Well in the event the bullshit explanation dun make sense, every1 will revolt la. Well in the novel context would be no1 will continue reading it. The novel did a good job to address the issue thats why every1 was happy to absorb the shit argument.

Now halfway thru episode 2, i gt a feeling that battler might be the culprit for many, if nt all of the crimes.

*spoilers*

Firstly magic in this world, can be seen as an over-imaginative thought, or magic itself. It is acknowledged by the individual, regardless of others. Its effect only works on believers. Maybe abit like hypnosis.

Limited to my knowledge from DISCOVERY channel, might be extremely wrong.

The hypnotist brings the subject to uber relaxation, den feed simple information that the subject can accept. They can do things like, pass the hypnotist's wallet on the table to him. However when told to give the hypnotist his own wallet, the subject can refuse. The command have to be something that the subject agree in his sub-conscious level. So if beforehand the hypnotist tok cock and ask of the subject to agree to some nonsense stuff like, and speak in a very evil way, which im nt skilled enuff to do so. It will make them agree and accept those actions in the subconscious level, which will allow them to do as the hypnotist say later in the hypnosis.

Cos one of the things that they often bring up, is the total acknowledgment to the existence of magic.

In episode 1 where battler refuse to acknowledge magic's existence, the magic which brought the every1 to the "golden land" dissolved.

When Ange deny the existence of sakutaro, maria was angry with her.

And also when the 7 stakes disappear upon the denial of their existence by Ange.

So say if Battler agree that the it was impossible for the 'closed room' to exist. Den it will be acknowledged that it was done by magic. But if he denies it, and come up with a logical solution, den it becomes that way.

But one can also argue that the truth has always been 'that', but its jus the witch twisting the facts.

Like one of the common arguement. The debate can be over with a extravagant display of magic. But like an analogy used in the novel, it would be like winning a chess game via physically beating ur opponent to concede. However another shit to support magic is the existence of this 'game'. It takes place in some meta-world, where that can observe wads happening on Rokkenjima over and over again. For them to be in such a place is beyond reality liao.

The Ushiromiya family seems to have magical potential in them to some extent, despite wadeva any1 said. Maria does, battler does ( only his resistance to magic is proven, but i wun be surprised if that accounts for ability as well ), Ange also have magical potential, Eva also.

With due time perhaps we will see even more ppl with magic potential.

Neways so tokin about Battler, i see it that, for each argument he put forward, and acknowledge. It will become the truth. That is his magic. And how does it happen? He himself will commit the crime. He proposed how the crime could be done, obviously he could hav carried it out himself, for he deemed that it was possible.

Why i have this argument? Cos when Ange was mega angry as her classmates were bullying her, she froze the world and entered meta-world and ordered the 7 stakes to kill em all. They couldn comply and gave some shitz reason ( i blame the anime ), however at least mammoth said something interesting. She said that if Ange herself is willing to stain her hands she will no doubt follow her to the end.

Ahh i feel like thats the key to unlock the mystery.

So this magic now act like some motivator? Self-empowerment? Every1 always tok in their head, perhaps "magic users" simply have ALOT ALOT more people tokin in their head. They use "magic" to bring dolls to life, and act like "talking" to them.

Spectators dun understand, cos they dun accept magic. However to the individual thats concerned, the dolls are alive.

Im sure if Battler sincerely wish for it, a mysterious 20th or 29th person can exist on the island. MOST PROLLY THE AUNT OF ANGE WHO WANTS TO KILL HER. I WUN BE SURPRISED IF SHE MAKES AN APPEARANCE.

But no his argument is that it cant be the witch, it cant be one of the 18. Well himself excluded.

Repeating wad i said earlier, upon acknowledgment of the methods of the crime he himself proposed, it becomes the truth; with the Battler that exist in the gameboard carrying it out.

Ahhh i can see the ending.

Den at the FINAL GAME, he makes use of his newly realised power, to manipulate the gameboard where every1 lives happily ever after.

*end of spoilers*

Ok time to go swimming.

whats next

Recently these few months i feel like i always blogging the same few things over and over again. Prolly means the same few things keep goin thru my mind, ova and ova.

Shall blog about my holiday trip this weekend, nothing amazing, but definitely must blog so i will remind myself nt to make the same mistake for the THIRD time.

Neways during this holiday, cos gt alot of time doing nothing, i was thinkin of alot of things. Basically whats next in my life?

So like how i usually start my daydream, first i ask myself, wad do i want in the end.

One must know where u wan to reach, before you know what do do to get there. If there is no destination, there is no direction.

For me its very simple. I simply want to have children. I want to take care of them, teach them things, guide them to the right path. See them become successful.

Sometimes i feel that this is jus my own selfish wish. To force my children to live my dreams. Or if we look at another angle, perhaps im jus better; or more willing, at helping others than helping myself.

When that came into mind, i think about the things i do the past years ( basically my time in NS ). Its quite true. Usually im slack, lazy, jus wanna sleep and have fun. But when im responsible for others (taking up appointments or leadership roles), i become very hardworking. I go the extra mile. I make sure the standard is achieved. But i dun see myself being very hardworking on the individual level.

Dun understand? Like say perhaps, i will walk down a few hundred meters under the hot sun jus to account for the platoon's engines, tho i checked it like ytd, jus to make sure. Or say i do platoon level area cleaning well, but i hardly care about my own bunk. I do extra work late into the night, but when i have time to study for a levels, i sleep at 8pm.

Perhaps?

So back to my goals in life, i guess i'll be pretty satisfied to simply be a househusband, say if my wife is relatively wealthy.

Nah i must pursue my career goals too lol.

My dream job, i dunno wad you call it, but basically i rent space/buy land, develop it, build stuff say restaurant or hotel or golf course, den run the business, become profitable, den ppl wan to buy it, i sell it and repeat process.

But for my ultimate career goal, i want to build a school. I think it was during secondary skool, during Dr. Marcus' lesson. He was tokin about if he was the principal of a skool, he will do this and that, give the students freedom to do anything, sayin something like, "People think children are immature so they cannot let them do wadeva they want, but they will be surprised at maturity they will achieve with the new found responsibility from the freedom they get."

I like to train trainee and conduct courses. I like to see the young develop and accomplish great things. Which is why building a skool of my own would be the ultimate liao.

During this holiday, for some reason concepts of wad the skool should be like start flooding my mind, and i wrote them all down. I shall leave that for another entry, cos it would prolly be longer that this entry, or maybe not.

Not jus that, alot of other ideas too. But this time i wun be like JC that time, abandon my studies to dream more about my ideas. Cos frm now till a levels is only a few months. After that i have the rest of my life to accomplish my dreams.

That being said, i shouldn even be here. I think i've used "i shouldn even be here" damn too often too lol.

Ok time to book in.

tired.

3 busy weeks finally come to a rest. After burning 2 consecutive long weekends i finally tot i can take a long break this week by taking off, but who knows why, suddenly i am arrowed to do a last min weekend duty again. wtf.

I also dun really rmb wad i was busy with, anyway the past 3 weeks have been tiring, and it doesnt help when i have a very, helpful, professional, honest and selfless colleague.

I cant believe some1 like him can actually have frens. How can u have fun with some1, share secrets with some1 and work with some1 when he constantly backstabs, lies, spread rumor, sabo and who-knows-wad-else-he-does.

Perhaps he really is a nice guy. Perhaps he is jus misunderstood. Perhaps i jus don't know him well enuff.

Maybe.

Haiz all the stupid spec politics.

Today i was disappointed. Went to the embbassy of japan to find out more info for apply for the scholarship. Cleared my doubts about it, im also cleared to apply for it. But apparently if u dun hav straight "A"s for a levels u hardly stand a chance.

i dun hav to kick myself for not studying cos even if i did i think i wouldn be able to get straight As, maybe 1 or 2 if im lucky. Im just nt built for jc.

But my fren more sad. He gpa gt 3.8 ah, supposedly sure get thru the initial screening 1, but by the time he ORD he will be too old for this scholarship.

I pray that he can defer army for it.

Recently i have been so into this thing, i pushed away all other plans i have in life, to make way for it. Now im feeling sad.

I dunno if i should retake a levels so i can stand a better chance to apply for that shit. I haven really thought about if i have enuff time to have effect.

Actually it doesnt help. Unless i can apply to take this year exam. But i dun hav enuff time to study and score excellent grades.

If not, next year july will be the last chance for me to apply. At that point of time even if i apply to take a levels, i haven even take the exam yet.

Haiz....

But maybe i should still apply, for the scholarship.

My mother always tell me the story about she tried to apply to this certain primary skool which is supposed to be hard to get in la. Supposedly u need donate lotsa munnie$ or know them or alumni of the skool. Didn get in thru the first wave, go into the lottery round. Lucky me, i was selected.

But in the end i move hse den transfer skool -.-"

Lau tian zu nong ren.

After asking my frens a few questions, obtain some informations, think think alot about it, i haven decided.

I should try for the scholarship no matter wad, at least i have A chance.
I need better A levels results to stand a higher chance.
But i must apply for this year's paper, or else its too late.
And guess what, last day of late application is 31 MAY.
3 days.

So many factors could have denied this outcome.
If i didn took the initiative to plan the platoon schedule i wouldn have freed myself from duty this weekend.
Den i wouldn have taken off.
At the same time if CSM didn burn my long weekends to miserable alternate duties i wouldn have wanted to take off this week to compensate myself.
stone could have been out or appearing offline.
LG could have been watching anime fullscreen for the whole night.
YJ could have been busy and thus unable to go there.

This reminds me of benjamin buttons.

I say this is a chance. One and only chance.

I do well or not, its the only chance i can ever have.

I think i'll do it.

I will apply for this year a levels.

ARGH SO BUSY!

Sia la, 6 day work week for 2 weeks sia. COS duties, attachment, weekend burned, all the nonsense.

Finally, i can have 4 days off.... until 26 when im goin back for COS again.... Argh, bad experiences...

Saw gerald the other day when i was covering safety for smi, they bringing the recce trainees to come play in the mini-river. Lol until now still on course, gt longer than armour anot ah?

Cat shit stinks. I didn go visit the cat's bunk for roughly a week cos its so freakin smelly! Tokin about this cat, it is really damn cute. Usually when i come find it for fun, most of the time it is nt there, dunno go where play play liao. If its hungry, it will go back and wait for some1 to visit it. Den the moment u open the door, it will meow meow and rush over and go round n round ur legs. The moment u pour out the cat food it will chiong the food, den after its full it will fuck care u and go back to relac 1 corner.

Sometimes at weekend, if no1 feed it, i think it will go out and hunt by itself. How else it can survive 2 days without food sia.

Speaking of animals, that reminds about ytd sia. When i cycling in camp, suddenly gt this mad dog chase me sia, damn scary. He make those "rrrrrr" sound and chase me like nonsense. Luckily i came frm a downslope and was at high speed. I chiong away frm it into safety. It took like 15mins before my heartbeat goes back to normal.

Finally can rest. I think tml i will go n sleep, recharge. Den at night den go eat shokudo =D.

Whee im still nt in camp!

Yay today can sleep at home! But tml jiu hav to go back =(, wed SOC, thursday go on attachment, think is ocs 1...

Sat also gt attachment, sian, burned. Den following monday, sat cos.

For this week, i think tora dora vol 1 and 2 should be enuff to entertain me.

Haiz i really wan to learn to play piano... But takes up too much time..

I really wan to learn japanese but i cant even handle chinese!

Maybe i will go install Atlas next week, den play fortune arterial, i hav come to accept that a translation will nt be done for at least a few million years.

Ok den, today shall go sleep early.

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about suzu, the 3 wonderful anime series, past week in camp, ah ho, fat vs food.

Whee did 2.5 attachments the past week. First day was safety boat for guards, they swimming for 2~3 hours? Den the 2 other attachments is safety boat for sispec aslc river crossing. Wah den whole day jus stay there, kena free frag by the sun.

This season's anime are really interesting, nice to watch, tora dora and the akaneiro ni somaru saka, i liked zero no tsukaima too which was awhile ago. If any1 is lookin to start a new series, can try them out.

That reminds me of suzumiya haruhi... wtf 1 or 2 years liao? Still haven come out...

Whee book in on tuesday~

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Damn stupid sia the training. Boat only gt me, gucci and medic attend the training only, less than 20 from the whole of the camp. Den summore all 3 of us is status, so we jus watch them suffer and relac 1 corner.

But dealing with our platoon man are tough sia. I rmb that day when we were in the platoon office chilling, a few of the more 'outspoken' man came into the office and we had our 'official' first encounter.

All 3 of us, the new specs, simply dunno how to handle them. I felt powerless, unable to talk back to them when they shoot comments at us. I jus diam diam and sat still at a side. Only after they zhao i was able to relac, for awhile.

But on friday when all the other specs are nt ard, with only me, jojo and small boon, generally we were able to get things done... I guess they understand that when things have to be done, it have to be done. Hmm... Lets see how as the days pass, will the situation get better.

lol, oink hospitalised for dunno wad chest infection or something... i think i'll go visit him before i book in. But there isnt much time left tho... i guess i should start packing up now.

Whee monday alot of ppl off, tuesday and wed they also nt ard... BUT NEED TO CLEAR SOC BY DEC 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

20sec only.... can be done..... Damn, why combat engineer must do soc =(

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Argh have to book in later tonight although its friday becos i failed SOC T_T. Only by 20sec sian... Unit life finally officially started today as me, jojo and small boon took our platoon man out to do daily chores for the first time. More about that tml...

Haiz tml very busy and packed... dunno how it will turn out, later all the plans messed up and end up none get completed.

Yay gonna get air-con soon, old 1 spoil. Hope dun move house after we change aircon like last time.

Oh that reminds me about our bunk. Have i ever mentioned hw much mosqutio our camp has? Fucking lot sia. I wake up like dunno million times throughout the night becos of mosquito bites everywhere. Past 2 days my forehead swell like fuck cos i wrap my whole body with my blanket. But somehow i still get biten all over my arms in the end usually.

And where is my POP pictures~ Haiz tml den find ppl la.

8pm liao. 1 more hour must go back camp le, time to change clothes liao T_T...

FEW MORE DAYS! FEW MORE DAYS!

Yay complete whitehorse. That exercise was quite nonsense, very slack, which means bad news for us. We will prolly have another exercise next time to make up for our lack of experience in boat shitz.

And oh btw, a roughly a quarter of my life is gone =(. I wish to live forever.

About lifespan, a number of ppl i come across in my life mentioned that they dun wan to live too long. Reasons like being tired of living, tired of seeing the world, being old, having to cry for the death of ur close ones. If given the choice, i would definitely want to live forever, being conscience, being healthy enuff to walk and eat and shit and pee and roll on the floor. I wan to explore the world, see every corner of it and do all sorts of things. And everyday new things emerge. New books, new music, new people, new weapons, new technology, new games, new tricks blah blah blah...

Haiz but how can that be possible. I would be glad if i could just live at least 100 years old.

Wad kind of life do i wan to lead? Rich life? Making ends life? Part-time worker? Rural farmer? Relac countryside/kampong? We dun jus have a time limit, we only gt 1 life to live.

So after ns.... Wad do i wanna do?

Next time when i have a child ( assume hes a boy for convience ), i will instill military discipline since young. He will nt be exposed to freak cartoons like spongebob, cow and chicken and stuff. He can however watch japanese animation =D. By primary 4, i will also lead him to watch discovery channel, history channel those nonsense. I will try to create the enviroment at home such that messing with the computer is discouraged, there will be other things to do. By secondary 1, he will start to figure out wad he wants in life. By sec 3 he will start to work towards his goal, even if it means he have to stop studying cos it is irrelavant to his goal.

He shall have a certain degree of freedom, which is relativly quite wide, but it will be governed by strict rules and my orders.

It looks like i need to have alot of time in my hands if thats how i wan to develop my child. I guess my goal have to be such that, to be able to make enuff $$ to support a family and obtain time for the monitoring of the development of my child.

Or maybe i jus go overseas, somewhere where land and rent is cheap; low cost of living, open a cafe, make simply jus enuff for food and pay my bills, and relac for the rest of my life.

Hmmm....

Time is relative

Now that i think about it, time flies. So much have happened since the last entry. But den again, when im back in camp, i seems that my trainee life nvr ends.. When will i finally pass out as a 3SG? But i shouldn be complaining, leonerd and yangxi in armour dunno hw many years trainee liao lol, but good for them, they passing out next week i think.

After ETI in neesoon camp, i went to VTW at seletar camp, supposed to be M3G coy. But i expressed interest in BOAT and now here i am, in boat coy. Will write more stuff about it next time after i pass out.

Caught up truckloads of manga over the past 3 weeks and completed several series.

School rumble ending was nonsense, so wonder ppl complain about it, its like as if the entire story nvr progressed since 100 chapters ago. Blah.

Mxo ending was acceptable and rather well done, finished in a similar manner as pretty face.

Tho both SR and mxo ended prematurely, one ended up as crap and makes u wanna bash some author up, while the other makes u wanna beg the author for more.

Also completed 2 short series, Bitter Virgin and Parallel, good for a short read.

Fuck 4pm liao, only a few more hours to book in. Imma chiong 30 more chpts and sleep liao and prepare for the crazy boat. This week should be xiong =(

BSLC was long over!

lol the last post was 1 month ago. I dunno if i hav said it before, but army has jus been so busy, i cant wait till my trainee life is over.

Finished all da field camps and the hellish 28km. Charlie with the +++field pack and crazy pace and shortened rest. Finish like gonna die liao. But im surprised that i actually do complete it. After all the talk about falling out. Thx to jiayi for dragging me for last few 3+km =D till compass test there =D.

I gt mixed feelings about charlie. The instructors there some are nice, some are evil. The way they work also seems less effective compared to other coy. Although generally it was quite a memorable experience, in both ways, I was quite delighted that finally fucked off frm charlie, but i miss the ppl there, i miss sispec, i miss guard duty desk job =(. I dunno if the above paragraph was oxymoronic, cos i really dunno to say if i hate charlie or like charlie.

Den i gt posted to COMBAT ENGINEER, supposedly i will specialise to bridging engineer, goin to either bridging coy, playing with the latest bridge which cost 2 university, or go the boat coy which supposed to be good life.

7 weeks of specialise training, i wonder wad they do sia. Gt so much things to learn meh?

Before that, now im at neesoon camp, goin thru the basic training of 3 weeks 2 days. No block leave =(. So my first week i didn have any shoes and slipper, i simply wore boots the whole day for the week. Den i also no towel, so i walked out of bath naked, basically i didn bring many other basic necessity item also la.

6th floor sia, must climb, very tiring.

Next time i shall talk about this new camp, which i will be leaving in a lil more den a week's time, well thats assuming i dun ooc =D.

Ok time to sleep. Next week CSM =D

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Damn only 16 days left till army. Well actually im nt EXACTLY sure cos the last time i check was the day i received the letter. I should make a schedule and make sure i spend my time wisely.

First i should list down the things i wan to do, wan to accomplish, etc.

• Watch 50 ep of gintama ( 25mins X 50 = 25hour - 150mins = 23 hour 30mins. )
  
• Watch finish Liar Game ( few more ep, i say 3 hours )
• Read finish hayate and nagesare airantou ( 4 books, 2 bedtime )
  
• Complete this nba season and do the draft and STOP. ( 4 game sessions )
• COMPLETE FA TRUE ROUTE ( ETA - 99:99:99 )
• Few more basketoball
• Swimming ( 5 session )
• Gym ( 5 session )
• Some makan place at raffles
• Marche ( damn i could had potato and i was so full i couldn eat anything, nt satisfied )
• Botak Jones
• Hmm any movie..... Nah no movie worth watching.
• Wad else...?

Tuesday
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-Watch the all the misc anime
-FA
-bedtime manga

Wed
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-Mahjong? ( noon? )
-Swimming. ( morning? )
-basketoball ( evening? )
-FA
-bedtime manga

Thursday
================
-gym ( morning?)
-
-botak jones ( evening )
-FA

Friday
================
-malaysia??? ( morn + noon? )

if not

-NBA (morning)
-Swimming ( noon )
-Gintama~
-FA

Sat
=================
-NBA
-Makan raffles?

if not
-gintama
-FA

Sunday
=================
-SLEEP~
-Gintama
-FA

• Watch 30 more ep of gintama
• Watch finish Liar Game ( few more ep, i say 3 hours )
• Read finish hayate and nagesare airantou ( 4 books, 2 bedtime )
  
• Complete this nba season and do the draft and STOP.
• COMPLETE FA TRUE ROUTE ( ETA - 90:99:99 )
• Few more basketoball
• Swimming ( few more sessions )
• Gym ( few more sessions )
• Some makan place at raffles
• Marche
• Botak Jones
• Hmm any movie..... Nah no movie worth watching.
• Wad else...?

Damn, how good FA true end really is? Stupid forum gays.

*edit* lol while looking at the evil baby, den see the link for the crazy frog bros. For those ppl who tot the crazy kids in my dp were my cousins frm america, look at 0.48s. I took a snapshot of that and put as my dp.



15 years later... lol

random + parenting

These few days dunno occupied with wad, no time to play my fortune arterial sia. I think 3 days liao. Maybe its nba 2k8. But i only play it during morn and midnight. Its damn fun sia. Its different frm nba live, much betta. Ever since i in 2006 when i brought both live 07 and 2k7, i understood and picked the right route and nvr looked back. Maybe i should buy nba live 08 haha. Heck.

Like championship manager, my fave part of the game is trading. But this game nt as detailed as cm, but its still quite complex with many thing to take into consideration. Budget caps for your team and also the other team. Draft picks. Expiring big contracts to free budget cap for upcoming gay free agents.

My latest massacre was most gay, which involved okafor, a young pg and another sg, which gives me dwyane wade, tim duncan, al horford, lamar odom, ben gordan and maybe some scrap players and several draft picks in the process. After many complex transections, i only left with tim duncan, al horford and alot of expiring contacts and more draft picks. Damn i miss igudala.

Neways saw some funny shit on dannychoo.com

The official xbox webpage of japan and other countries



Lol japan the moe powered nation.

Btw i think that game is idol master i think...

One fine day i was thinkin about some random thoughts. How will i bring up my children?

At first it was becos i was thinkin, would i expose them to anime instead of kiddy 'cartoons'? It started frm a thread in a forum, 'Isnt anime for kids?', tokin about how to enlighten ppl that animation is nt a genre, but jus another form of media.

Many anime series i think kids wun understand.

Death Note - too much xinjitsu
Lucky Star - they wun get the humour
Bible black - LET KIDS WATCH PORNZ?

But are u gonna let kids watch tv? Some family they no tv at home. Like my mother always tell me lee kuan yew hse no tv. I duno hw true is it but i know gt other families la ANYWAY,

No tv = more time.

Altho nowadays i also nvr really watch tv. Cos i watch the things i like on internet, be it anime or drama or movie or stuffo. Neways no tv = more time. For kids, it means more time for study? Bonding time? Sleeping time?

Den about the issue of homeschooling. Its nt really possible in singapore cos i think every1 need to attend skool until certain level hor? But still can do to some extent la. Like tell the kid dun do the teacher hw and i giv them their homework, and to work on the stuffo that i assign to them, den when they at sec 4 after o levels, next year can go take a levels liao den uni, save time.

But some ppl say homeschooling the kid no exposure to the society, no fren, nvr interact with ppl. But we know the working world outside is very unlike school life. School life is da sanctuary... So i say the kid only would lugi the goodness of school, and wun lugi any essential experience, they can get it frm alot more avernues.

In this way, maybe the kid will go make fren with neighbours. I dun know my neighbours. Like yanhui said last time in a entry, which i dun really rmb liao.. something like angmoh are friendly cos in big countries, u dun see ur fren everywhere u go. Especially if move house, den jiu completely different place liao, have to get to know the place, the ppl and stuff. Unlike singapore which is like a small town. So friendly so make fren easier.

Would u use physical punishment on ur child? I would want to but i duno if can lay my finger on my child. Now i understand how hard it is for my papa mama to wack me ass. But maybe its relative, hanqing's perspective is that cos is own flesh and blood, wack jiu wack nvr mind, other ppl de den cannot. But for me, precisely cos is flesh and blood, so cant wack, if its other ppl i dun giv a damn if the buttock open flower.

But i know i would want to instill the concept of freedom, negotiable and absolute, which i think those terms are self-explanatory.

Would u force ur child to learn skills which they dun wanna? I used to have piano lessons but i hated em. And now i wished my parents had forced me to learn. Perhaps if i was forced i would hav hate piano. Who knows. Maybe now i understand wad it means by 'parents know best'. This issue i still cant make up my mind. Should i force them to learn things that i think is good for them? Hmmm...

Hmm, better start compiling the nicest techno songs for the baby to listen when inside the womb. I might create a Tiësto instead of a mozart =D, or a freak =/.

Tiësto - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiesto

See, jk and alwyn and hanqing or whoever i told about the sex toy job, the sex toy company open singapore branch liao, i told u can apply try. Now sure too late liao

http://tenga.sg/concept.html

Now all of u dance, or jus shake ur butt.



Ever since david gave me the link to the original flash, the song nvr completely left my head.



Ok time to rest.

Self-Learing

Is a waste of time.

I cant find myself improving in Virtual Tennis 3. A good player needs to identify ur opponent's playing style within a few serves. Its nt like we have 6 sets. If its a game between noobs, if both players are of similar style, its gonna be a long game. In the case where X is the complete counter against Y, usually Y can get zero point in both sets.

But an intelligent player can turn the tide after he understand the opponent's style. Which i cant. I also cannot utilise the serve to my advantage.

Jus like my drums too, cannot improve. Well only my basketoball shooting get more accurate liao.

Haiz, wasted 1 day today. There goes my precious econs day. There isnt much time for each subject already. There is not enuff time.

untitled

It sure is weird to have strangers to know me. I guess theres a limit to the level of attention that i can handle. And its nt like everywhere i go, strangers know me. This is like the first which i've noticed, and it didn felt right.

So i should keep a low profile now xD.

Neways frm now on i will keep track of the $$$ spent on stacker since the day i won my psp.

Currently : $10

Wx said sometime ago, that if he giv me $50, can i win 1 for him? I wonder. What are the odds? Today i reached the top i think, 5 out of 8 times. Some believe that the 350th credit den can hit the last level, some say the last stage anyhow jump. Some believe its impossible. I am the believer, giving hope to the hopeless. =D

Ok i gt it all figured now, chiong for a levels. Aiming for ABC! If fail den go MI retain =D. Anyway, i already gt 2 business ideas, and this indian company who wan to hire me as event coordinator. I could be a primary skool teacher. Tuition teacher. A whole range of opportunity will open up if i fail "A" levels =D.

Who says its a bad thing?

Woot

I had a dream last night. I had a psp.

I woke up. I haven been much unluckier den today. It was den i knew that, today is the day.

Woke up at ard 10~11? Eat some crap shit, argue with mama, act the make her happy, go to je entertainment.

Je lib no space, yx and zy came out to get some early munch. I went arcade first liao, to get my card done. Den i headed up for the stacker machine. 2 tries. Both failed at the last segment. Its okay. Go out.

Go makan with them. They had some crazy curry and i had some yong tao fu. It was jus like any other day, cept that i was very unlucky.

Go chiong arcade, zy spent ard $20? haha. Play daytona, drums tennis stuffo. Wah lau they 2 keep playing shooting game. Nt fun.

Den after that, i wanted to go try it again. Failed twice again. Yangxi wanna try too. Its gay.

He failed. 5 times.

Go pool. Funness. Zy and yx play very nong. Eh i think they haven pay me lor!









Come out, i wanna try 1 more time before we go study. And i did.

First time, failed. Its okay, i always play 2 times each. 1 more coin, 1 more chance.

"Rang wo wan, rang wo wan!" Yangxi shrieked.

Yea, jus now i kope his coin and play 1 credit. Let him play lor.

"hao ni wan first stage, den the 2 stage sub me i play"

Yangxi made it. Tho i missed a couple blocks early in the game. It doesnt matter.

Take it easy. Imagine we're back in homecourt. Just like how we did it in training. Yea, i have all the time in the world.

No time wasted, 1 by 1, there aint no stopping the rhythm. Hit after hit after hit. I didn scream. I thought i was dreaming. I won.

The crowd went wild. The group of malay boys seems more excited den me. Running ard like they jus saw david blaine and his time-traveling trick. It was den i realise i really did win. We win. Yangxi made all the difference.

I didn know wad to do. I wasnt expecting a win. I kept my cool. The lights jus keep flashing. Which prize to choose? How do i choose? What do i do?

And path is clear. I pressed select prize button to cycle thru the choices. I made several rounds, jus to make sure the game is really over, or else later like stacker den will keep moving den i tio tissue paper i jiu clobbering time.

Its the moment. I did it. I press it.

Im not dreaming, cos my heart hurts. The prize drop down with a loud sound.

I cant wait to get my hands on it. But.. Its empty?!?

CON-JOB

I rushed to the kpool counter and ask if they know whos in-charged of the shitz.

Their eyes widen, their jaws loose. "Y'all act like you never seen a white rapper before"

Open da box they say. There lies a note.

"Thee who has freed me from my thousand year slumber, shalt be granted 1 wish for free. Additional wishes sold separately, batteries not included."

"I wan a psp."

And a yellow envelope appeared before my eyes.

"Teams would have to enter the imm building and search for the big fat hairy monster. There they will find their next clue."

Autobots, rollout!

Argh enuff of the bullshit. I cant bring myself to type anymore crap.

I went to great world city and i claimed my shit. End of story.



Stackers rox my socks.



Rox like some cow.

And its white!

Dreaming is not enuff. One must put sufficient effort, hardwork, determination and ALOT of luck. And also a dose of essence of yangxi. Only den, you can achieve your goals. Or not?

HAVE A NICE DAY.