FEW MORE DAYS! FEW MORE DAYS!

Yay complete whitehorse. That exercise was quite nonsense, very slack, which means bad news for us. We will prolly have another exercise next time to make up for our lack of experience in boat shitz.

And oh btw, a roughly a quarter of my life is gone =(. I wish to live forever.

About lifespan, a number of ppl i come across in my life mentioned that they dun wan to live too long. Reasons like being tired of living, tired of seeing the world, being old, having to cry for the death of ur close ones. If given the choice, i would definitely want to live forever, being conscience, being healthy enuff to walk and eat and shit and pee and roll on the floor. I wan to explore the world, see every corner of it and do all sorts of things. And everyday new things emerge. New books, new music, new people, new weapons, new technology, new games, new tricks blah blah blah...

Haiz but how can that be possible. I would be glad if i could just live at least 100 years old.

Wad kind of life do i wan to lead? Rich life? Making ends life? Part-time worker? Rural farmer? Relac countryside/kampong? We dun jus have a time limit, we only gt 1 life to live.

So after ns.... Wad do i wanna do?

Next time when i have a child ( assume hes a boy for convience ), i will instill military discipline since young. He will nt be exposed to freak cartoons like spongebob, cow and chicken and stuff. He can however watch japanese animation =D. By primary 4, i will also lead him to watch discovery channel, history channel those nonsense. I will try to create the enviroment at home such that messing with the computer is discouraged, there will be other things to do. By secondary 1, he will start to figure out wad he wants in life. By sec 3 he will start to work towards his goal, even if it means he have to stop studying cos it is irrelavant to his goal.

He shall have a certain degree of freedom, which is relativly quite wide, but it will be governed by strict rules and my orders.

It looks like i need to have alot of time in my hands if thats how i wan to develop my child. I guess my goal have to be such that, to be able to make enuff $$ to support a family and obtain time for the monitoring of the development of my child.

Or maybe i jus go overseas, somewhere where land and rent is cheap; low cost of living, open a cafe, make simply jus enuff for food and pay my bills, and relac for the rest of my life.

Hmmm....