Raa-o-logy

Sunday, November 01, 2009

First clubbing sightseeing

I always said that clubbing is not my kind of thing hence i dun go club.

But recently after a chat with some old cabby ( conversation with taxi drivers always makes me think alot sia lol ), i decided that should be exposed to everything, at least try out the new stuff.

The old man was saying about he dun understand technology and stuff. The usual rambling la.

But i was thinkin, its not like technology jus appeared out nowhere. Yes it's growth is fast, jus switch off for 1 year and u will be shocked at the advancement of technology if u haven been following.

So back to the old man. He didn like go into jail or wad. Or trapped at some island den only gt rescued only days ago. So why many in that generation couldn catch up with the trend of the world?

Firstly perhaps introduction of high-technology to be incorporated in our lives seems foreign to them. They hav always made tofu with their stone grinder, den let the sediments gather, drain out the water wad shitz. They cannot accept that machinery can do things faster, with lesser effort.

Little things here and there, create a side-effect of rejecting all of technology. Im sure a mobile phone is nt so abstract to them for the PHONE has already existed in their time. The only difference is that now they can carry it in their pocket.

As they get more out of touch with technology, the harder is it for them to join into it again. Soon the mental barrier formed become insurmountable.

So ytd dominic demands that i go clubbing with him. Initially i said no, but thinkin about the old man case, i decide to say yes, for the sake of exposure to new experience.

Went to Zirca at ard 12am. $28 entrance with 2 drinks.

Loud music, heavy bass, simple rhythms which are easy to get into the flow.
Crowded, dark and smokey.

And lol on our way to the bar, kena felt up by some gay dude. Seriously. The gay he gently get closer to ur back, den u can feel him feeling up ur ass. I jus siamed off sia, let my fren's dood enjoy it.

We took like 5 mins to reach the bar la. Den afterwards he was there complaining xD.

Like everywhere else, there is a pecking order. The newbies will get the drinks frm the bar. lvl 2 clubbers will help out the noobs a lil, at times look abit lost as well. Den the lau jiaos will be there mingling with the other regulars, already starting to have some fun while the dumb fucks get drinks for them.

Had 2 drinks. dunno wads the first 1, the other 1 was beer. The lau jiaos jus gulped everything down and went off liao lol. I was slowly sipping it. Not comfortable enuff to down it all in a shot.

2 cups is pointless anyway. So far, my experiences with alcohol. I've gotten to the state where its extremely uncomfortable, completely on the opposite end of the supposed "lose yourself and enjoy mindlessly" kinda state.

The other time i drank at some dude's house, that was prolly the closest time i gotten to the supposed 'ideal' state. My head was feeling light, cant really think straight. But still, i can still walk ard, and go home on bus.

That reminds me of some dumb drunk girls i saw ytd =D. Almost remind me of oink that time drunk haha.

Neways after having the 2 cup of drinks which had no effect, we proceed to this place where one would call it the 'dance floor'?

I wasnt able to switch off and get into the groove. Such mindless movement that can barely be called 'dancing'. this is all but jus an activity to feel up fit individuals of the opposite sex.

And if your lucky/skilled enuff, perhaps the fun only jus started for the night.

In jus a short period of time, i've gotten so many free boobies and asses. If one were to be like the gay dude, i think this would be a great experience for japanese chikans.

Soon after, i smoked out and headed home.

Everybody gt their own preferences and dislikes. Like i will nvr understand stuff like maple and walking aimlessly. While others might not get it why ppl can bear to spend $2 for a 5 mins arcade game.

My own definition of the purpose of clubbing is simple. Its for ppl who dun wan to think, jus switch off, and let their instinct take over. Unable to put oneself at a state of nothingness with one's own will, use alcohol, trance music, lighting effect to free oneself from everything.

That being said, maybe thats why women go clubbing. Rmb awhile ago every1's posting on facebook about men and women's mind, women jus cant stop thinkin. Thats why they go club to switch off =D.

Else i dun understand why would women go clubbing. Perhaps wad i perceive of that 'men gt everything to gain and women have everything to lose' is

COMPLETELY wrong.

Perhaps its mutual, women come to club with the same objective as men. Or jus to switch off lol.

Comparing club with other possible alternatives like, watching soccer, mahjong session, kbox session, series quality dota game, disturbing my sister, running, swimming, sleeping, meditating, etc.

I think the only activity i would rather choose clubbing over it would be running.

Clubbing dun hav any intellectual exchanges/communication. Its a mindless activity. Wad quality friendship can be made i also dunno.

Which is why i enjoy goin pub. Get some drinks, listen to slow relaxing music, and tok cock with ur frens.

This reminds me of a discussion in the past with dunno who about loosely defined friendships compared to some freaks who think they are conducting a interview to see if they should accept individuals as frens.

Lol i think in the end, i jus tryin to justify my lifestyle haha

raa :)

1:53 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

nice sad music video ( vocaloid )

There is this boy
kena in the concentration camp
suffer
but everyday
he see this girl outside the fence
he likes her
they communicate with letters folded in paper planes
thrown across the fence
She was his pillar of support
He treasure every paper plane from her
But one day she says leaving for good
And its absolute
Hes got nothing left in his world
Den the soldiers come at the best timing
ridicule his letters
He was infuriated and threw some punches
And the rest is self-explanatory
His regret is unable to be with her
not knowing at least her name before he died
And he died.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VoK5d58G20c

There was a girl
She is sick
She gotta stay in the hospital
But everyday when daddy goes to work
She sneaks out
There is this fence outside
With a boy on the other side
He sends her these paper planes letters
Hes kinda fun
Her eyes are failing
She couldn see his bruises and scars
It doesnt matter
The boy wasnt looking for sympathy
Time passed
Eyesight worsen
Could hardly walk
But wad about the boy
Decides to say farewell
Its better for them both
She says that shes leaving and not coming back
He cannot accept it and cry for her to stay
but she wants to but she know she is unable to
One day her condition is critical
Daddy thinks her frequent escape out of hospital only did more harm to her body
and its all that boy's fault
So happen daddy is in the military
He finds the boy and give him 1 X good one
He sees the letters as prove of his crimes
He tears them up
The boy went into a rage
It was den that it struck to him wad terrible thing he did
He couldn amend his mistakes
All he can do is to send him away
In the girl's final moments
She wishes to be with the boy
But that is the privilege of the living
If she can make 1 wish
It would be for him to live

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSOTLsYpugw

raa :)

10:53 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

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Jus changed calculator's battery. Do i need french curve? Where is my pencilbox? Wad should i wear? How to go NJ? Nvm, go cook some egg first. How about watching some tv? Time for a nap.

Afterall, i literally didn study for a levels at all.

Den why retake it? Even after the extent to request for late late entry. Why didn i study hard.

Any reasons would jus be an excuse. I was jus lazy, i cant make myself study.

The purpose to retake a levels was to improve my chances of getting a certain scholarship. Due to age restriction and stuff. This year was the last year to retake a levels. So i jus went ahead and try to apply to retake alevels.

I realise my business ideas appear whenever i have to study. Its like, i need to study well to get a decent job in the future. But i dun wan to study. So how else? So i come up with random solutions to solve the problem.

And when exams are over, or when i decide that i can stop studying for wadsoever reason i justify myself with. The ideas jus stop there. Its like daydreaming.

I look at myself now. I think im in a mess.

5 years from now. I think i'll be exactly the same. Living with my parents, watching anime reading manga, prolly get a part-time job that pays $6 an hour, occasionally play some basketball, play lan, go swimming. No change.

Perhaps 5 years later, i might even take over my fathers job. Working 12 hours a day every week. Perhaps sunday can close shop at 2pm. Prolly watch some TV and cook some dinner and go to sleep.

Terrible.

Im afraid to make decision for myself. It seems that i lack determination, weak willpower. Unable to perserve.

I lost 4kg. I had a megamcspicy and im 80kg now. gained 3kg. Told myself to chiong for alevels. But gave up after 1 month. Business ideas also all talk no action.

I think i should jus learn a skill and get a job with that skill. Life would be more simple like that.

raa :)

10:54 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

I think balithai is bad.

The tom yam soup is more parts sweet, than its famed spicy/hotness and sourness. If authentic tom yam is actually liddat, den i think i prefer the instant noodle msg tom yam soup better.

The nasi goreng taste as good as white rice.

I think my hse downstairs de hawker center sells better hor fun den here, but den again, that stall de hor fun is actually alot better than average, so maybe its nt a fair comparison.

The hotplate tofu is decent; nothing amazing.

But the place looks quite pretty.

So overall the dining experience gets a score of 2/10.

Perhaps my taste buds are different from every1 else. Or perhaps balithai really knows how to do business. Attracting customers nevertheless.

I think that eating good food is bad. Cos after u taste something so good, ur standard for food will rise, lowering ur satisfaction from low quality food.

The first time i was interested in jap food was after i brought my first manga 'love hina'. I told my mama to bring me to ichiban sushi. Den tried sakae sushi, den wad suki sushi etc etc.

During then, those were good enuff.

Den move on to sakura, kushinbo, shokudo, those.

At first, i tot they were imba. For at least 1 year i was happy to throw $50 to eat kushinbo, spend $70 at shokudo. Well at least i gt sick of sakura at my 2nd visit; enlightened early.

Den now reach lvl 3, when i start to discover places that nt so famous, but sell better food. For some reason, usually buffets.

Places like yoshoku-imba sashimi place, himawari-all rounder like kaka and federer. Midori only visit once so cannot rate yet, but i rmb it was nt bad.

Oh ya, hanabi is bad. Plz avoid.

Yoshoku, beside island creamery at serene center. The food is jus average. But they serve top grade sashimi. Its nonsensely good. Nuff said. Sashimi lovers must go try it.

Himawari, at mount faber safra club. Can anyhow order any food, most of em is above average. A few recommendations for starters would be the karaage chicken.

Salmon sashimi?

Ah try the tempura ebi. I dun eat seafood. Sometimes i try eating crabs/prawn, but i dun find it nice. I rather have chicken. But for some reason, the tempura ebi here is jus awesome.

Oh and remember to order the shabu-shabu. Its a steamboat with fish stock soup. The ingredients they all put inside liao. Its served with a plate of raw meat as well. The soup damn nice.

Its nice. Tentatively my fave place.

Neways a few weeks ago i went shokudo again. It was pretty normal. I no longer enjoy it like i used to. In fact i dun find it worth me $$ anymore. I think its gonna be a long time till i return again.

Maybe i should stick to combat ration. Den maybe my mom's imba-ly healthy vege fried using water would taste heavenly.

raa :)

10:26 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I dun wanna see wads beyond the corner.....

BCC is xiong. A levels are coming. Decide to stop Jap lesson for awhile, plans to learn driving. 2nd year SOC and IPPT haven clear. Ideas all still floating ard. No concrete plans for future.

Time to climb some mountain to do some reflection.

raa :)

6:02 PM

Sunday, October 04, 2009

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I wanna go camping at some snowy place for 5 days! Wanna try build an igloo, make a fire, see how comfy is it, or it is jus total nonsense.

Wanna try fishing at the frozen lake. Fish for dinner yay.

Maybe climb a small hill and relac at the hilltop. Maybe eat a few chilli padi.

Shall add this to my things-to-do-before-i-die list.

ORD soon liao. How now?

raa :)

2:09 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

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sian, new windows update screw with the bitcomet again.

raa :)

8:00 PM