1 year old.

Ok, jus another year of sleeping, den jiu ord lo. Nt bad la up till now every few month gt new happenings so wun get bored. After pass out do attachments, den first NTM, den see new bmc, den see new pc, now see new bpcc, bcc coming soon at the end of the month.

And oh alwyn is in seletar too whee. Next time when he pass out can play bb together =D.

1 year liao so wad have i decided? I dunno. The whole year nvr even think about it. No la nt so bad la gt think about it la, but only remind myself that gt this issue must solve soon, den next moment go back to sleep liao.

To study or not? To start business or not?

I nt planning to study nt say cos i too good for the courses the local institute have, but cos of my lousy results the courses im eligible are of no relevant or usefulness to me. So if i really have to study, i have to either retake a levels to score a better grade or go futher my studies elsewhere like poly or something else.

But i cant study. Later say i enroll in poly den waste 3years there, den bu jiu back to square one, or worst still phd. Took up jap lessons since last month, this time is nt forced 1, is i ownself throw $$$ to study 1. But still very hard sia, i dun hav much discipline to study everyday. Jus like in skool time, last min pia mug, score for the very bare minimum. Den as time pass more shit i dunno accumulate, den reach the breaking point den i cannot cope, den jiu gg liao.

So should i go out work? Start business? When ppl hear i wan start business, they will ask me if i gt capital anot. I will go about sayin that if gt idea, no need capital. Den they will say wad no need idea gt $$$ jiu can make $$$ den i also lazy to complain here la.

Currently i is dun hav that mega idea to make me rich la, so no point i die die try start business. So mean i must go out work now ah? But 1 fucked up A level cert wan find wad job? Isnt this kind of life, doing this kind of work the reason i wan to start a business myself? Thats why the thought of signing on keep appearing in my head, maybe a short term 6 months contract? If my understudy is ok, and my relation with the new csm and oc is good i might actually sign on for 6 months. And who knows frm there maybe u see me in uniform for the next 10 years, den i will drink beer in the mess with yanhui liao.

Uni applications until 1 april ah? I dun hav much time to decide sia. Actually if i really have to i can apply next year =D. Wadeva. I shall sleep now, study in the morning tml.