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Same old arguments, same old threats, same old apologies, same old results?

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It feels like new year jus keep gettin sianer and sianer. It is almost like becoming a staff parade. If only some1 would call to tell me chinese new year celebration cancelled and otot haha.

Is life so boring? What is fun?

No im nt complaining about my life being nt exciting, in fact im enjoying myself quite alot the past few months. But it seems like my defination of fun has changed and seems quite weird.

I enjoy getting attention, but recently i prefer to stay under rader and stay in small groups. Perhaps cos in army stand out too much get arrowed only =D.

I dun like window shopping. I dun shop either. I generally dun enjoy it. When i buy things, its a mission. To obtain the X good in the closest avaiable outlet, at an price proportional with its value and to leave the scene as soon as possible.

But at several occasions i found it fun to randomly look at stuff in the shop, play with them, visualise it in action, spending up to an hour jus doing something which i usually dun enjoy. I dunno why.

Tho i dun shop, i like to go buy grocery. It is always very fun, cept the part where i have to carry the grocery home T_T.

Simple things makes me happy. Why some ppl so sian of life? You are the one that determines how ur life turns out. No such things as we dun have a choice, cos we always do. Like if the CSM wants me to do weekend duties next week, i have the choice to say NO and dun turn up for COS. But maybe after that i go DB and get charged or something lol.

Heck, i shall go back to play dota, before i book in tonight T_T