Spring Cleaning

I dislike throwing things away. I rmb when i was a kid, my mother used to throw alot of my things away when she was angry. Maybe some gameboys, some trading cards, who knows wad other stuff she threw. During peace times, sometimes she also anyhow throw my stuff away cos they were deemed to be rubbish. Prolly cos of that, i am scared to throw my stuff away in case gt some important stuff.

But however, i dun feel the pain if i accidentally throw away important stuff, prolly due to the same reason that i hav many important shit thrown away by my mother that i have become immuned to it. That reminds me of an incident.

Last time when our family hired a maid, she threw away a box of stuff, that she tot was rubbish. It was actually my father's collection of valuables. Like his photos ah, medals ah, artpieces ah, all the precious stuffs. And she jus threw all that memories away. A great loss. But my father didn kill her, i would if i were him.

So anyway, jus now when i was doing spring cleaning, i finally decided to throw away my secondary skool stuff, as well as jc stuff la. I guess im definitely nt goin back to study anymore i guess. Well actually if i have to study i can get new notes la lol. But feel abit sad ah, to see all my handwritten notes all throw away. All my funny nonsense essays, the test papers with ungodly LOW results, subject files with photocopied tutorial assignments, test paper with "who are you?" remarks. All the nonsense la haha. Now its all gone. Hope i dun regret, or else need to dig the rubbish bin liao tml.

Time to get back to spring cleaning, only 30% done.