perspective, relativity

Anyhow spend $$$. Worthy purchases. Save time. Waste time. Which is the truth and which are the illusions.

To spend $$$, to buy a new computer, so that the time wasted on loading, processing, lagging, will be reduced or ELIMINATED, which in turn means save time. Would that define a worthy expenditure as it results in saving time? Becos definitely im gonna use computers, so might as well get a good computer so that my time spent on computer will be more efficient.

Or is it a waste of $$$, for the time wasted will be not be converted to something more 'productive', it will instead lengthen wadeva nonsense that im doing like perhaps dota or wad. And cos my computer dun lag anymore, perhaps i no longer throw my laptop away in frustration and do something else instead. That something else will now be forgone for dota. That something could be cooking, buying grocery, studying, sleeping, exercising, etc. And also, with a better computer, i now can play more games, and perhaps more time will be 'wasted' on the computer.

So what is a waste of $$$, wad is a waste of time.

To take taxi cos its shiok. Is it a waste of $$$? Sometimes im so tired. Booking out is like so xiong. Take my imba bag and walk for dunno hw far, to wait at the busstop in singapore's nonsense hot weather. To take a fully packed bus and stand the whole time with my imba huge and heavy bag. And den to choose between mrt = more standing and more squeezing, or bus = sit but waste time. Den after that, in both options, i still have to walk a short distance den reach my hse. At that point of time, the journey in the lift to lvl 12 seems like a 24km road march. So tired, so long, so frustrated. Den reach home must unlock the main gate, and plus another new lock cos of that time de incident.

2 hours journey. Whole body full of sweat. Xiong.

So, very often, i succumb to the taxi, the easy way out. Is this a waste of money?

Enuff of such nonsense.

Today i was tokin with _____. I asked if __ knew about the cost of renting a space of certain sorts. Hmm $20000? Perhaps im too naive, that figure nvr came across my mind. Last week i also was asking my tuition teacher about the rental cost of his place, some tiny space, with 3 tiny tiny 小さい room. He says thats its very expensive. But he didn reveal the amount.

Hmmm how sia.

Neways so back to ____. So i reveal a tiny li bit about my nonsense ideas, and den i guess __ tot that __ found a target.

I dun really like it. The way they approach ppl ah, standard de leh. Issue is nt about their technique la, but tsk, i dun like them ah. Dun try to sell those ideas to me.

But some la, some of them, really ah, damn fake. Standard every month or 2, will/might call you and start of the convo with a standard intro, ask you the same old things each time. How u've been, wad u doing, den try to psycho u. The first part is damn fake la, often the subject is very shallow like today is a fine weather.

But often i fail to say no, and in the end waste few hours of my time at some nonsense place. Den after that, will need to deal with the after effects for few months.

But perhaps this time its nt one of those. Perhaps its real. Tsk blame the others that make me so scared.

Which makes me reflect upon myself. Isnt that wad im doing recently? Tho its nt entirely the same, but its somehow similar. Hmm.... Thats why when i approach my targets i very scared i portray the same image/feel as those ppl. Luckily, according to hoho and yangxi, im nt like them haha.

ok enuff shitz, time for..... hmm... どうしようかな?

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