Frenzy again.

This is unhealthy. I think this is my 2nd or 3rd time in a month liao. I hate it when i feel like that. I wan to scream and vent everything out. There is this something inside which i cant get it out. Tried arm wrestle. Lift tables. Yelling. Eating. And some music blasting, finally calm myself down.

I wan to play bb/socca. I wan to sweat it out. Go see those sports cca practice. I think rugby seems good. Can go tackle ppl and get tackled. I like to get punished. 'Steps out of comfort zone'. lol?

Anyway lata me and junming go panjang there can join the friday skaters. At first damn sian, cos rainin. Den only we all reach first. No skates. So before i go mad again. We go see if gt ppl playin bb. Den saw 7 ppl playin. A bit weird la, so we both hum dun wan ask. Den walk walk more see can scout any. In the end jus go back and stone a lil more.

Soon lata the rest start to come. Chat a lil bit den we decide to go find some quiet spot to do some hw ( blame jc ). Den first go find some ulu blocks, but the floor like very dirty, den we scout more. Den jm say wan go the stairs, den can sit. But lower floors de stairs always damn dirty, so i suggest we go up like 17th floor den can sit on floor no1 de. Sounds wrong lol.

But there very nice. There scenery gt mountain plus some aura 1. Wind also very cooling. There de study environment seriously damn good sia. Maybe next time i bring fold-able table and chairs and study there liao.

Neways not long after, need to zhao home liao. Ernest today is drive lorry, but wadeva vroom vroom he drives, the ride is always exicting =D. Today he fetchin 3 ppl, den in front space for 2 only, summore gt a fatty bom bom. So we need to squeeze into some weird position so that we all can sit. Damn funny, too bad didn take picture. I wan draw out also cannot, too complex. Den we also need safetly belts, so we each lock our arms ard one another as safety belts lol.

Wah den ernest drive this lorry very power. Can make U turn in 2 lane road. Den drive also faster den normal cars. The steering wheel damn knn hard to turn sia. Den we keep having need to make U-turn. If drive lorry everyday no need go gym arms also bigger den ms Lata de thighs liao.

I dun feel good. I need to release more steam,