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* this must be why my GP fail, i think this entry poorly convey my true msg *
my stupid driving instructor. I hate him. how is it that I can driving smoothly when he is talking on the phone, and chu stunt when he is 'guiding'.
how to turn into the main road, when he at the same time tell me to stop my car, becos the main road gt cars on the lane i entering, tho they like so far away?
Hw to stop to allow the car on the main road to cross when he tell me move? - (2)
Same situation again, this time i move, dun wait. he jam the brake and ask if I looked before turning, even tho the car was further away than in eqn (2). I say still far he say I so slow hw to make the turn.
the next turn, i see no car and turn fast fast, den he say y so fast, den I say if not hw to make the turn.
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There this one time, I was accelerating, den he say turn left.
siao so last min, brake ah clutch ah gear ah gas, den some stupid car cut into my lane, zham brake, den car die. I think that was the 2nd time driving on the road.
whenever I made 'mistakes' like that, or those above, he will say, "u must do as I say, not make ur own decision, u now learning Hw to drive." even tho sometimes he the sentence dun really apply to the situation, another case of old man saying their prepared speech upon the triggering of certain key words/events.
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on the road I ask him if its okay to crosslane, cos gt car on the other side. he say no, den I slow down so I can change lane after him. den turns out the guy slow down wan let me go. but Mr old man didn say change, later he say u so slow hw to change or gt car cannot see den ho sey. 1 sec later he say, y u nvr change lane?
den he say, "u always waiting for instructions ah, u drive u must know, cannot wait for me to tell u." wad happen to listen to u and dun make decisions on my own.
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Maybe the truth is i really am doing alot of shitz mistake, thinkin that im right. the old man, put his call on hold, stop eating his pear, jus so he can point out my mistakes. wan to make sure I drill it to my head that its wrong and I shouldn't do that. even if I start to hate him or dislike me, say bad stuff abt him to potential students, he dun care, he does his job as an instructor, correcting mistakes.
if he wanted to, he could jus say "dame yo" and smile. Dun need to waste effort scolding ppl. den if I pass driving only after 5 attempts, I will tell others that its my lack of skill, nt the instructor fault and recommend him to others cos hes nice.
but he choose to scold and drill it in my head. Even if its thx to him that I pass on the first attempt, I will tell ppl to stay away frm him.
all these effort, wad for?
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its easy to be the nice guy. agree with everything. be okay with anything. compared to putting in effort to pick up faults, disagree, make decision, argue, shout, scream, fight.
in the end, u might, might achieve, complete, learn, improve, enjoy, stuff with the nice guy. and u like the nice guy.
with the bad guy, his 'improvements', 'suggestions', 'ideas', 'decisions' might, might screw some stuff up. and if u see him on the street, u spit on him. all these effort, wad for?
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Are ideals and ethics worth nothing?
lol at the irony. my phone crash halfway when I was typing this, and the first thing that came to my mind was, all these effort, wad for?
how to turn into the main road, when he at the same time tell me to stop my car, becos the main road gt cars on the lane i entering, tho they like so far away?
Hw to stop to allow the car on the main road to cross when he tell me move? - (2)
Same situation again, this time i move, dun wait. he jam the brake and ask if I looked before turning, even tho the car was further away than in eqn (2). I say still far he say I so slow hw to make the turn.
the next turn, i see no car and turn fast fast, den he say y so fast, den I say if not hw to make the turn.
.
.
.
There this one time, I was accelerating, den he say turn left.
siao so last min, brake ah clutch ah gear ah gas, den some stupid car cut into my lane, zham brake, den car die. I think that was the 2nd time driving on the road.
whenever I made 'mistakes' like that, or those above, he will say, "u must do as I say, not make ur own decision, u now learning Hw to drive." even tho sometimes he the sentence dun really apply to the situation, another case of old man saying their prepared speech upon the triggering of certain key words/events.
.
.
.
on the road I ask him if its okay to crosslane, cos gt car on the other side. he say no, den I slow down so I can change lane after him. den turns out the guy slow down wan let me go. but Mr old man didn say change, later he say u so slow hw to change or gt car cannot see den ho sey. 1 sec later he say, y u nvr change lane?
den he say, "u always waiting for instructions ah, u drive u must know, cannot wait for me to tell u." wad happen to listen to u and dun make decisions on my own.
.
.
.
Maybe the truth is i really am doing alot of shitz mistake, thinkin that im right. the old man, put his call on hold, stop eating his pear, jus so he can point out my mistakes. wan to make sure I drill it to my head that its wrong and I shouldn't do that. even if I start to hate him or dislike me, say bad stuff abt him to potential students, he dun care, he does his job as an instructor, correcting mistakes.
if he wanted to, he could jus say "dame yo" and smile. Dun need to waste effort scolding ppl. den if I pass driving only after 5 attempts, I will tell others that its my lack of skill, nt the instructor fault and recommend him to others cos hes nice.
but he choose to scold and drill it in my head. Even if its thx to him that I pass on the first attempt, I will tell ppl to stay away frm him.
all these effort, wad for?
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its easy to be the nice guy. agree with everything. be okay with anything. compared to putting in effort to pick up faults, disagree, make decision, argue, shout, scream, fight.
in the end, u might, might achieve, complete, learn, improve, enjoy, stuff with the nice guy. and u like the nice guy.
with the bad guy, his 'improvements', 'suggestions', 'ideas', 'decisions' might, might screw some stuff up. and if u see him on the street, u spit on him. all these effort, wad for?
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Are ideals and ethics worth nothing?
lol at the irony. my phone crash halfway when I was typing this, and the first thing that came to my mind was, all these effort, wad for?
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